Monday, October 03, 2005

What is New?

What is new...? Really...? I feel like I have missed out on September. How is it October all ready? Why is it that I am all ready digging out mitts and toques for frosty mornings and feeling the urge to make oatmeal every morning? Why am I wanting to dig out the big thick duvet and waking up with a cold nose and crystalized toes? (okay the answer to the last question is because Bill likes to sleep with the window open and with two fans on, even still.) Why are words like sledding, street hockey, skating and skipants dominating our converstations? Why?!?! Because! We live in Saskatchewan and winter comes early here (other places too but this is where I live); summer is no where near long enough. There never seems to be enough nice days to do a third of the things you plan for.

Good news about October: I am almost done my Christmas shopping. I still have a few things left and a couple of stocking stuffers for the kids and I did not go broke.

There are only a couple of more days until NHL is back. I can not say that I am an avid hockey fan. In fact, if there is no one here to start watching it, I won't but, if a game is on I can get a bit rowdy. Bill & Pastor Shane are pumped about watching hockey (aka Tornoto Maple Leafs) and it sounds like Marc is right there with them. Okay girls...Hockey Night in Canada equals, what? I definitely think we could get together and do some scrapbooking or something equally exciting.

Speaking of hockey, there has all ready been a couple of games for our local WHL team and, as much as I hate to sound like I am not supporting my local team...I am not. Perhaps if they didn't come into work with their attitudes, their parents with bigger attitudes and their groupies (aka pucks) with even bigger attitudes, it wouldn't be so bad. I didn't mind them before having to serve them and having them try to grope all the waitresses, having them not leave tips and having them get just to cocky and arrogant for their own good. Now, I barely tolerate them. It is an increasing struggle to put on a happy face and bring them their food. Trust me, prayer is necessary...constant prayer for strength and the ability to endure them with grace, humility and Christian love. It distresses me (to a small level) that I smile every time I hear that the visiting team has beaten the pants off of them. I am a bad, bad citizen. Bad. (well, probably not...just disgruntled.)

We still have not found a church that even begins to feel like home, feels like it is truly hungry for God or that feels like it is somewhere we want to raise our kids. Well, that is not entirely true. We haven't found one in this country that doesn't require us moving so far from all of our loved ones and doesn't require us to jump through hoops to get jobs. We feel that that will be changing soon but we don't know when and we don't know where (or who). We just continue to pray and continue to press in. Our faith, unwaivering; God has been our focus and that shall be our constant.

I think that is it for now as it is getting pretty late and this is all ready a pretty long post. We'll see you all later.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Things are underway! I hope CBC gets things figured out before Saturday night. I've been humming Canada's unofficial national anthem since I read your post this morning.

One thing, if I may: I don't want to start a big debate here or anything, but the following is a line of thought I had wanted to pursue when you and Bill were over the other night:

I can understand the bit about not finding a church where you feel at home and or want to raise your children, but I'm not sure about that "truly hungry for God" bit. In what sense would a church make you feel like it is "truly hungry for God"? What does that even mean? Can you really tell after only one or two visits?

I'm curious because it seems like such a sweeping statement about churches around here. Of course, you did say that you haven't "found" one, as opposed to "there isn't one", which is more forgiving of the churches in this region, as I'm assuming you haven't visited all the churches in town (who has?).

Anyway, don't take this the wrong way; I'm not trying to be malicious or anything. I'm genuinely curious about that statement.

Love Mom said...

Didn't take that the wrong way at all, Marc. I guess for me (and I can't say what everyone means by it) "truly hungry" means a church that seems desperate for God. Not just because they want Him to make them feel good. We don't want a feel good church, a church that concentrates on making people feel better about themselves. We want a church where the people's desire is to honor God, to do His will, to seek His face not what can we do to make us look good and in the mean time throw God into the picture. We can't truly see that in just a couple of visits which is why we haven't shut any doors per se yet. I think you can get a basic sense of a church in a short while but don't think you can see for certain in only a few visits. I guess we just don't want to get hung up somewhere for another how many years...

I don't know. Does that help at all inunderstanding what I mean by that statement?


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Anonymous said...

Well, keep looking! Surely there must be at least one church in town that fits the "hungry" bill. In fact, I know there is, at least from my perspective.

Of course, you're unfortunately never going to find a church where everyone fits that bill.

Love Mom said...

Yes, unfortunately, you are right; not everyone in a church is going to fit that "hungry" bill. However, what I, anyway, am looking for is for the corporate body to be. I know not everyone in one particular church will be...unfortunate.